Complaints and Frustration, Compliments of R.

Wow, I gotta get on here more if I ever expect to get any readers, and haters ;)...My blog is sooooo boring! Probably because my life is just about as boring, seriously it's so repetitive. Dose k-pins, dose k-pins, that's all it is..I'm not allowed to hang out with any of my old friends and these are the one's that I didn't run around doin' dope with..Most of my old friends are guys and R. doesn't really get that (by the way his court date is fast approaching) he thinks I'm going to run off and bang all of them, which is not the case at all..I really truly miss them, I have had so many chances to get together with so many people that I miss and R. will say yes at first just to shut me up and then when it comes for me to go he has a pissy attitude and I end up staying home because I don't want to deal with him when I get home too late. Fuckin' 9 o'clock is too late to him..I ask him all the time ,and I have been asking him for a couple years now, what where you doing when you were my age? I already know the answer but just to make a point, he was selling drugs, getting fucked up, partying and fucking everything in sight...He thinks that just because he wanted to fuck everything he saw that my friends are the same..Hey maybe they are, I wouldn't know now because I don't see them, but who cares if they want to fuck me it doesn't mean I'm going to fuck them...He just frustrates the fuck outta me sometimes, and he can be really mean. Like yesterday our daughter got into the baby powder and dumped it all over the kitchen, OK no big deal, to me. He comes outta the bedroom and sees it and starts calling me a cunt and all this other bullshit. OK so I'm a cunt because because there is baby powder on the floor? Did I deserve that, I sure as fuck don't think so. Whatever I'm done for now gotta get that dose. I'll definitely be back later cause I have more shit I gotta get out. Actually, here is some crazy shit this kid that I used to run with when I was using dope just got busted for 4 bank robberies, and he did it all without a weapon, just a little note that said I'm sorry, gimme the money. He even said he did it cause of dope..I'm just like wow fuck kid. I feel pretty bad for him, I can't even imagine how sick he is..Maybe I'll put his name up later so you can read the article on Google, but I have to think about it...Kisses.